Where to Start...

well, before youre left hanging, gerry went no where. i havent heard from him, maybe its because i wouldnt go with him to a hotel at 5 in the afternoon....

i had a bit of a horrible night last night. i was attacked by ben who accused me of trying to ruin his relationship with my friends ex-girlfriend. when for the past week or two i have been telling them how i actually think they are better off together, and im glad to see her happy. he threatened me with physical violence. it wasnt great. however, i know i pushed him a lot as i knew i had done nothing wrong and was trying to help him realise that, but it didnt work. i think he is just angry at me because i am the closest he can get to erik, who is now in hawaii.








anyway, i had a lovely day today. we went to the fukuyama rose festival and saw -and smelled- many many different roses. all different shapes and sizes, though here are a few goodies.

although the highlight had to be the playboy. the beautiful yellow and orange one. on the way there we went to the flea market, and i bought a little bit of nice material for joey. its a little stained but very nice....

we also went on quite a mission to find the blue rose. it was preceded by some spectacular purple carnations. we were ushered into the hotel lobby where the roses were in display in a small room. there was a roped off walkway where there was information about how the blue rose was achieved. then we had to wait as they only let in a group at a time. as we were allowed under the ribonned arches to the rose room, there were 2 staff member to open the double doors for us, then we had to walk quickly in a circle around the room to look for only a moment -no loitering- at the rose in a glass cabinet. it wasnt even a plant, it was cut flowers -and it wasnt blue, it was purple. and we werent even allowed to take photos to prove how crap it was!


so a rather strange occurence, the other night i was riding through the park next to the castle where the art museun is and there was a fox. it was quite tame, well, not so tame you could go up to it, but it let us close enough to get some pics and didnt freak out by the flash or anything!


so tonight is brads going away party. i hope all goes well. i hope i get an apology from ben. we shall see...