As I Was Saying

nothing is ever final. of course they havent broken up, but maybe its just a matter of time.

in any case, its just as well. im sure i let my infatuations get carried away as usual and if anything actually happened, i would freak out and change my mind.

i still have issues feeling like i deserve someone like him. id never feel comfortable. its hard to explain.


on another note....
new job went well. i bought some new shoes for it and pants, and then went in to check the shoes were ok and got the thumbs up. while i was working today i saw a memo about dress code, and saw something about no cotton pants. i didnt know what this meant... i thought linen??? then i was describing my new pants to a friend and they said 'oh, cotton pants?' apparently what i would call track pants are called cotton pants. but they are nice and fashionable capri pants. i hope theyre ok, cos i only have one pair of black pants otherwise, as the other cheap pair i bought are also track pants (but quite obviously track pants)..... crap.